2012!!!....where has the time gone?!!
I apologize for being an inactive blogger and was in hibernate mode for the longest of time. My last post was 2011 Oct. Which was a loooong time ago in a galaxy far away (ok...exaggeration much) and I feel it is time to give some life to this sleeping dragon until I get bored or clueless of what to write.
2012 has been not so productive for me since I'm waiting for my posting and with that Beluran stint as a guru interim. I have to say our education system truly sucks (sorry my brain is congealed...can't think of a better word). Students graduated with an education degree have almost given up hope for the ministry as priorities were astray and not give to those who deserved their attention. Only now when election is around the corner that things are looking up and of course to no surprise. Since 'good things' usually happen nearing election, if they still want to proceed with it on June. So, less than a week from now will be the real posting and everyone is anxious to know their designated schools.
As for me, I just hope that wherever I'm going it won't be far from KK and that is all I am hoping for. All of this waiting has got to reminisce about those days where I felt that there were no worries. During uni, I would go for lectures, assignments, hanging out with friends at the mall and worrying about mundane things. But now I worry about my future and I regret for wasting time. Whenever I look at friends' FB (facebook) page, I see they were enjoying life, traveling to places I would one day go or never at all, being financially stable, overall being productive. While I look at myself and being blah but the blame is mostly on me, I suppose.
I've always consider myself as a reserve type of person and keep most things private and being timid as some people might say. I never have the guts to do 'adventurous' things since I'm afraid of failure like most people do. I've never seen myself being courageous or being someone else. You can say I do live in a bubble sometimes. But that doesn't mean I cage myself in a 6 by 8 feet cell.
Also, I resent people that rant about everything on facebook just to seek attention or waiting others to like their posts. IMO, these people seem to feel that its part of their duty to post everything that happens in their lives in every f*****g second and its pretty annoying. Get a life. Stay away from Facebook once in awhile and get a hobby or something. That's why I rarely post personal stuff on FB 'cause I don't aspire to become an attention whore.
I think I will continue my rants on the next post....if there is any going to be a next one...hehehe. Just kidding. I see why people rather use blogs as their outlet than the usual facebook and tweeter. Well I do hope that they don't 'campak' me to somewhere even 'ulu' and far this time. Anyways see ya. :)
