Friday, October 2, 2009

Time and Time Again

Time and time again,
I failed to find my happiness,
every time I see him,
his eyes shone so brightly,
and yet that starlight is not mine.

I feel this from time and time again,
it is always the same,
nothing changes,
its like this time and time again,
I look but I can't touch,
can't feel.

I want to know how a heart beats so fast
for a person,
I want to have that goofy smile on my face,
I want to see and feel happiness,
I want to be near him,
is that too hard to ask?!

All I can do is sit and wait,
and look as the clouds past me by,
I look up to the heaven,
and see two birds fly by,
as I look longer,
they still stay together,
I wonder,
will I one day find the one?

Time and time again,
I wonder,
sitting on that same old rock by the sea,
wishing and waiting,
as I look at the sky,
maybe he is out there somewhere,
only God knows what life has in store for me,
as I sit here praying -
God please be with me,
as I continue to walk in my pursuit of happiness.